I see. I feel. I think.

Babies

YOOHOOOO!

One baby is "born".

The other one is coming real soon!

After 8 Months...

Still in Medan.

Still the same boss.

Still the same old hairstyle.

Still hot but single.

So what's new?

New hamsters, Mimi & Momo.

New challenges at work.

New babies.

New business plans.

New family member. Soon.

Hi & Bye!

Hi all!

Sorry that I haven't been updating.

I don't know what to write about. Many unnecessary things and many personal things. Haha. Yea right.

I will update when I've got something.

Bye all!

Meow Meow~~

I see too many pregnant stray cats around.

Please do something.

Somebody.

Anybody.

I wish I had unlimited cash and I for sure would collect all of them, put them in a centre and take a bloody good care of them. And whoever wanted to adopt, feel free to do so.

I wish.

Meow~ (hmm.. reminds me of Naz)

First time

During the competition day yesterday, I felt watched and stared at. As if I was an exhibition in a zoo. Seriously. I think they'd never seen such a beautiful organizer in their life.

HAHA.

It was a good day yesterday. Although I almost died of heart attack a couple of times, it ended great. Mr Tan Yang was really nice and helpful. I am so thankful for that. Although there were many things that drove me NUTZ, but I must say my first time being an organizer is actually not bad. I'm happy but not satisfied.

The second one is coming up!

But for now I'm super tired.

Both my brain and my body.

Top 10

I hate it when...

1. people spit or litter in the middle of the streets
2. the natives stare at me although their reason is because I am breathtakingly beautiful
3. my maid doesn't put back my stuff right where they were
4. I feel fat
5. my dad starts scolding his workers
6. there is black out when the weather is freaking hot
7. people wake me up for no reason
8. mosquitoes bite my legs
9. my nails break
10. people copy what I say or do

Sharing Is Caring, You Know...

Please share with me how to improve my English.

Besides reading books and other common ways, of course.

Thank you.

Am I Going To Hate My Children?

Sometimes, I think that I have high expectations on a kid. Too high, maybe. Especially those who are about 7 - 9 years old. I expect them to understand whatever I am saying or explaining. And when they don't after being explained a couple of times, I get very.... geram! And that's dangerous and unhealthy.

You see, I'd probably be a mother soon. Well, not too soon. In a few years time, maybe. I'm afraid that I'd hate my children if they are not smart enough. At least average. And that really scares me!

I sure know they are just kids and not every kid is a genius. And I do realise that I was probably worse than them when I was their age. And I also try to control my emotions when that happens but it seems that I can't help myself much.

That, is really disturbing lately.

A Few Good Friends

I'm glad to have friends around me who give me positive energy and help me become a better person. All of them do that in different ways, intentionally or unintentionally.

Some of them share their philosophies in life. Some of them share their personal thoughts. Some of them share their deepest feelings. Some of them share their tips and secrets. Some of them share their stories and experiences. Some of them share their love. Some of them share their advices. Some of them share their knowledge.

Well, whatever it is, thank you. For you've made me become a better and a different person. I wouldn't want to think about my life if I haven't met you. Probably more fun (haha) but I know for sure, it would be less colorful.

Love you all to bits!

You know who you are :)

Chop Chop

Traveling I only stop at exits

Wondering if I'll stay young and restless

Living this way I stress less

I want to pull away when the dream dies

The pain sets in and I don't cry

I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust

Lovers to friends

Why do all good things come to an end

( Nelly Furtado - All Good Things Come To An End )

There's another world inside of me

That you may never see

There are secrets in this life

That I can't hide

Somewhere in this darkness

There's a light that I can't find

Maybe it's too far away

or maybe I'm just blind

( Three Doors Down - When I'm Gone )

I've been high, I've been low

I've been fast, I've been slow

I've had nowhere to go

Missed the bus, missed the show

I've been down on my luck

I've felt like giving up

My life locked in a trunk

( Nelly Furtado feat Juanes - Te Busque )

Lookin' back on how it was in years gone by

And the good times that I had

Makes today seem rather sad

So much has changed

( The Carpenters - Yesterday Once More )

It's All Gooooood~~

What a great Tuesday!

I woke up late cos the alarm didn't seem to ring. ....Ok. Well. I didn't hear it.

And now I am going to be late to work cos I missed the bloody bus that came SO early today.

That's why now I have time to blog.

Have a greater Tuesday everybody!

Nil

I don't know what to blog about.

Nothing happened, nothing crosses my mind and nothing that I want to share.

Just wanted to let you people know that I'm fine and I'm busier than the bees.

Ok. Cabut first.

I got tagged!

Rules of the game : Each player of this game starts out by listing 6 weird things about themselves on their own blog, as well as state the rules clearly. At the end you will need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list out their names.

I’ve Been Tagged By Rina Salwati Sulong!

1. All my things must be put back exactly where they are. Otherwise, I'll feel so annoyed.
2. Things must be straight. I repeat, STRAIGHT. Especially my things. But there was once when I was in KK, Ryn, Amy and I went to this restaurant and I noticed that the painting on the wall was a little senget. I could not stand it that I actually straightened it before we left.
3. I must pick up my hair on the floor before I let my maid clean my room because I don't know why, I feel bad for letting her do that.
4. When I take the stairs, it has to be my left leg first. Otherwise, it'll not feel right. And I would actually stop and change my leg, for the sake of it.
5. I enjoy washing dishes when everybody else hates it.
6. I look another people's nose if I have to talk with them for a long time. I can't stand looking at their eyes too long.

Now, I'm tagging:

Vivian, Nicole, Sisik, Calvin, Mandra, and Fatin.

:(

There are times when I seriously miss my life in KL. All the freedom, chances to do and try more and fantastic times... I feel... sad and my heart aches... like something is gently crushing it. I don't really know how to explain it.

I don't regret coming back here but I just wish I had spent more time with some of my friends. I wish that I had known some of them better... Perhaps it wouldn't make any difference at all but I just wish I had done that anyway.

No other words to say but I really miss my life in KL...

You have no idea.

P.S: Nad, Steph, Bav, Keith, Mitch, Shawn, Niren, Sheena and Fatin, if you so happened are reading this, just wanted to say that I miss you all. Miss our times in college very very much...

Some things just never change...

Chinese New Year has always been the same to me. Preparing the food and other stuff, getting angpaos, visiting relatives and welcoming people to come to my house.

It's quite nice to see some people and relatives that I don't get to see often during the past year. But there are just some relatives that I "don't wish" to see. It's just so awkward.

CONVERSATION ONE

Cousin 1 : So you graduated already?

Me          : (in my heart : 'didn't you ask this too last year?') Yeah.. last year.

Cousin 2 : What did you study again ah?

Me          : Mass Comm.

Cousin 1 : What is Mass Comm?

Me          : Err.. to make it simple, Film and Advertising.

Cousin 2 : Ooohhh... so where you working now?

Me          : I'm working in a school. I teach and do other stuff like promotion and marketing as well.

Cousin 1 : (with that look) Oh? Teach what?

Me          : English.

Auntie 1  : So how much is your salary ah?

Me          : Mmmm.. enough for me to spend and to save.

Auntie 2  : Ya. But how much is it lah..?

Me          : (fake laugh) Haha. I don't think it's nice to talk about my salary right?

Auntie 1  : Must be very high right?

Me          : (smiles) Hhmmm...

CONVERSATION TWO

Auntie  : So your brother is getting married this year?

Me       : Oh yea.. in November.

Auntie  : Waahh.. how nice.. When is your turn? Got boyfriend already or not?

Me       : I don't have a boyfriend lah..

Auntie  : Faster get a boyfriend. Don't be choosy..

Me       : I haven't even met someone, how to be choosy?

Auntie  : Aiyah.. chin chai a bit loh... Here. Angpao for you. Hope you faster faster meet someone ok?

Me       : (smiles) Hmm... thank you.

It's ALWAYS the same thing for the past few years. Always about my study and boyfriend. It's boring! And I hate it when I have to be somebody else in front of them.

Aih aih. So suffering...